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beri cinta waktu _maliq n d essential_

2010-05-11T12:58:00.001+07:00

Dengarlah bisikkku
Saat ku merindumu
Tetes air mata
Tak dapat sembunyikan rasa
Cintaku untuk dirimu

Bilakah kau tau
Ketika kau jauh
Menangis hatiku
Saat kumemanggil namamu
Tiada lagi hadir untukku..oh

Bila ku katakan kini
Arti hadirmu disini
Mungkinkah kau kan kembali
Bersama denganku

Beri cinta waktu
Untuk memahami
Untuk meyakini
Bila esok yang kan terjadi
Semua indah yang terjalani

Dengar bisikku
Ku merindumu
Kini kau jauh menangis hatiku
Masih adakah ruang hatimu
Untukku kembali..oh

Beri cinta waktu
Untuk meyakinimu..

usher_Separated_

2010-05-10T11:57:00.003+07:00

Oh no no no

If love was a bird then we wouldn't have wings

If love was the sky we'd be blue

If love was a choir you and I could never sing

'Cos love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar you and I could never win

'Cos we could never act out our parts

If love is the Bible then we are lost in sin

'Cos it's not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way

And I'll go mine

Live your life

And I'll live mine

Baby you'll do well

And I'll be fine

'Cos we're better off

Separated

If love was a fire then we have lost the spark

Love never felt so cold

If love was a light then we're lost in the dark

Left with no-one to hold

If love was a sport we're not on the same team

And you and I are destined to lose

If love was an ocean then we are just a stream

'Cos love isn't for me and you

Why don't you go your way

And I'll go mine

Live your life

And I'll live mine

Baby you'll do well

And I'll be fine

'Cos we're better off

Separated

Girl I know we had some good times

It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye

Girl you know I love you I can't deny

Can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I

I know it hurts so much but it's best for us

Somewhere along this winding road we lost the trust

So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry

It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way

And I'll go mine (yeah)

Live your life (ooh)

And I'll live mine (I'll live mine)

Baby you'll do well

And I'll be fine

'Cos we're better off

So much better off

Go your way (go your way)

And I'll go mine (I'll go mine)

Live your life (live your life)

And I'll live mine (yeah yeah

Baby you'll do well (oh-oh)

And I'll be fine

'Cos we're better off

So much better off

So much better off...

Separated

I'm sorry we didn't make it..

IT'S ENOUGH PLEASE!!!!

2009-11-27T12:30:00.004+07:00

GW UDAH CUKUP CAPEK N SABAR!!!!!

IT's FINAL DECISION!!!!!

gw udah cukup sakit bgt,, sakit batin n fisik juga,, gila,,,, kayaknya udah cukup hampir 11 bulan ini gw ga bisa berhububungan baik dengan ARIEF INDRA KUSUMA!!!! ITS ENOUGH,,

selama ini banyak dilema hubungan ini,,

oke2.. dy cowo baek sayang,, setia ,, but

gw ga tahan.. perbuatan fisiknya

maen fisik mulai megang2 daerah sensitif gw sampe kemaren tanggal 26 november 2009,, GW DI TAMPAR KERAS,, ANRJIT SAKIT BGT,,, BANGSAT BGT TUH COWO...

GILA BARU AJA PACAR DY UDAH BERANI NAMPAR GW GIMANA NIKAH,, GW BISA DI BUNUH...

DISAAT ORTU GW LAGE WUKUF DI ARAFAH,, DY NAMPAR GW DENGAN KERAS BUKANNYA DY NGELINDUNGI GW,, MALAH DY SEENAKNYA, NGERUSAK GW NGEJERUMUS GW,

STAY AWAR FROM ME,,, ENOUGH,, TERSERAH LW MW NGOMONG APA,, TETAP DENGAN PENDIRIAN GW,, ALONE,, GW SAKIT BGT,, SAKIT BATHIN N FISIK BGT,,

BODO AMAT DY NGOMONG DI BLOGNYA :

the greatest ignorance is the greatest dogmatism

It is impossible to make people understand their ignorance; for it requires knowledge to perceive it and therefore he that can perceive it hath it not.

if u want a war, i give you one…if u want a peace, i have much chance to you

ANJRIT,, ngebela diri,, padahal udah jelas2 dy salah,, bodo amat temen2 atw orang di sekeliling dy maki2 gw,, tapi mereka ga tau apa yang dilakukan sama gw selama ini,, dy perlakukan gw seperti mantannya, DEVI n MAWAR,,

whatever

gw ga tahan dengan hubungan kaya gini lge,, its OVER n ENOUGH,,,

gw udah depresi,, tekANAN bathin n cape bgt,,,

makasih ya,, udah jadi pacar yang baik bwt saya,, tapi sayang,, perbuatan n sifat dy ga sinkron,, n gw ga mw terjerumus dosa lage,,

lalalalala song 4 me part 2... my heart voice is sooo loud..

2009-01-31T14:45:00.003+07:00

"Shut up n Let Me GO"
the ting tings

Hey

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I tell you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now shut up and let me go
Your jeans were once so clean
I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met

Now oh so easily, you’re over me
Gone is love
It’s you that ought to be holding me
I’m not containable
This turns up
It’s not sustainable

I ain’t freakin’
I ain’t fakin’ this
I ain’t freakin’
I ain’t fakin’ this
I ain’t freakin’
I ain’t fakin’ this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, what I can’t show
For the last time you had me in bits
Now shut up and let me go!
For fear of living in regret
I’ve changed since from when we first me

Now oh so easily, you’re over me
Gone is love
It’s me that ought to be moving on
You’re not adorable
I was something unignorable

I ain’t freakin’
I ain’t fakin’ this
I ain’t freakin’
I ain’t fakin’ this
I ain’t freakin’
I ain’t fakin’ this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!


Oh, love
Hold this
Hey

Hey


Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I told you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now shut up and let me go
Hey!

The Ting Tings lyrics - That's Not My Name

Four little words just to get me along
It's a difficulty and i'm biting on my tongue and I
I keep stalling, keeping me together
People around gotta find something to say now

Holding back, everyday the same
Don't wanna be a loner
Listen to me, oh no
I never say anything at all
But with nothing to consider they forget my name
(ame, ame, ame)

They call me 'Hell'
They call me 'Stacey'
They call me 'her'
They call me 'Jane'
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

They call me 'quiet girl'
But i'm a riot
Mary, Jo, Liza
Always the same
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

I miss the catch if they throw me the ball
I'm the last chick standing up against the wall
Keep up, falling, these heels they keep me boring
Getting glammed up and sitting on the fence now

So alone all the time and I
Lock myself away
Listen to me, i'm not
Although i'm dressed up, out and all with
Everything considered they forget my name
(ame, ame, ame)

They call me 'Hell'
They call me 'Stacey'
They call me 'her'
They call me 'Jane'
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

They call me 'quiet girl'
But i'm a riot
Mary, Jo, Lisa
Always the same
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name
That's not my name

Are you calling me darling?
Are you calling me bird?
Are you calling me darling?
Are you calling me bird?

...continues with chorus overlapping

"superHUMan"
Chris Brown faet keri hilson

Chris:

Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks.
How'd I survive when I can barely speak,barely eat on my knees.

Keri:
But that's the moment you came to me, I don't know what your love has done to me.
Think im invincible I see through the me I used to be.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2

Chris:
Strong, since i've been flying and righting the wrongs.
Feels almost like i've had it all along, I can see tomorrow.

Keri:

Where every problem is gone because I flew everywhere with love inside of me.
It's unbeliveble to see how love can set me free.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2

It's not a bird, not a plane, it's my heart and it's going gone away.
My only weekness is you, only reason is you, every minute with you
I feel like I can do, anything..
Going,going i'm gone away, in love.

You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..


"Espesially 4 U"
M.W.M.V.

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

( haduhaduhadu.... gw gy sebel bgt ney .. paling ga suka dituduh ga2 ga sepenuhnya nuduh c tapi asumsi dy karna sifat dya yang idealis bgt.. n jelesan truz ma gw,, gw jadi takut ntuk cerita takut bqn dy jelez karna gw ga mw dy uring2an karna jelez karna gw sayang bgt dy.. berarti dy ga percaya sepenuhnya ma gw.. bukan maksud ga mw ngasih tau tapi blum saatnya ngasih tau.. nantinya juga dy akhirnya yang bakal tau sendiri.. untuk bwt dy juga nantinya.. ya ampun nyesek gw jadi kepiqiran n jadi uring2an ga jelas kalo dy jelez n bete sama gw, pengen nangis truz.. hikzz...hikzzz..hikzzz..)

lalalalala song 4 me... my heart voice is sooo loud..

2009-01-31T12:42:00.005+07:00

"Broken Strings"
James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado


[James Morrison] 
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again but you broke me
Now I can't feel anything 

When I love you it's so untrue
I can't even convince myself 
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh
It tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much 
I try to forgive but it's not enough to make it all okay 

You can't play on broken strings 
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel 
I can't tell you something that ain't real 

Oh 
The truth hurts and a lie's worse
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before

[Nelly Furtado] 

Oh
What are we doing 
We are turning into dust 
Playing house in the ruins of us 

[Both] 
Running back through the fire when there's nothing left to save 
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late 

Oh
It tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much 
I try to forgive but it's not enough to make it all okay 

You can't play on broken strings 
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel 
I can't tell you something that ain't real 

Oh 
The truth hurts and a lie's worse
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire when there's nothing left to save 
It's like chasing the very last train when we both know it's too late 

[Nelly Furtado] 
Too late 

[Both] 
You can't play on broken strings 
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel 
I cant tell you something that ain't real 

Well truth hurts and a lie's worse 
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before 

Oh 
Yeah 
Yeah 
I love you a little less than before 

Let me hold you for the last time 
It's the last chance to feel again




"If i were Boy"
beyonce knowles


If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy 
I think I could understand 
How it feels to love a girl 
I swear I'd be a better man 
I'd listen to her 
Cause I know how it hurts 
When you lose the one you wanted 
Cause he's taken you for granted 
And everything you had got destroyed 

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone 
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone 
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go 
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home 
To come home 

If I were a boy
I think I could understand, oh-oh-oohh-oh
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You got it wrong

But you're just a boy 
And you don't understand (yea, you don't understand, oh!) 
How it feels to love a girl someday 
You wish you were a better man 
You don't listen to her 
You don't care how it hurts 
Until you lose the one you wanted 
Because you've taken her for granted 
And everything you had got destroyed 

But you're just a boy

"when It rains"
paramore

And when it rains
On this side of town it touches, everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
And oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time
Take my time

Take these chances to turn it around (take your time)
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around (take my...)
Just turn it around

Oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

You can take your time, take my time

mmmmm.. song today 4 me.. lirik lagu diatas sudah menggambarkan feeling gw ni saat ini.. huaaaa PMS syndrom ... haduhadu.. hormon estrogen, LH, FSH meningkat ney ... jadinya pengen marah2, uring2an ga jelazzz...arrrrrggh... sakit ney perutnya.. hikzzz...hikzzz..

At 4 am...(missing my little bestfren parT 1)

2009-01-31T05:10:00.002+07:00

TibA2 bANGun Jm 4 pge ney.. HoaAaAM..

oh ya its time PRAYEr subuh ney.. cz Gy DENgerin Adzan.. SUBHANALLAH.. PanGgilaNYA..Bqn merinding..

Oia.. Gw Kn Gy G sholat.. Huehehew.. Depete.. So udah kebiasaAn Bgun Jm SgitU.. CieEelaAh..

Jdi inget ni pas bln Puasa.. Jm Sgene Shlt subuh k masjid brg 3 sahaBat Gw dr kecIL.. TmEN RUMAh.. Yg Gw da angGap SodaRA SAtU SM laen..

ica n gw

Ica, dini n ulil.. Mereka tmn Gw Dr kecil.. KmN2 Pst b4 Brg2..Maen.. Curhat2An.. N PSTi always Gw Crita ma mrka.. FirST..

dini n ulil

HuaAa.. gw Kangen bgt sm mereka..

SmNJk Gw Kuliah dsemarang Gw Jrg bgt maen sm Mrka.. tp msh kepkoN c.. Cm jarang.. Cz msh sbuk Ma ksbukan Masing2..

Mmmm.. Mrka lge ngap yah??! (msh bubu pSTInya.. ho5x)

eh brusan icA Sms.. Dy ngIRIM sms tTg QUOTE PerSAHAbATAN GtU.. huhuhuhu.. jd kangen.. smbil buang sms c.. HuiihI..

cz mrka yg paling ngertiin Gw, paling Gw Sayan9 Bgt, paling Gw CARE bgt cz pST kLO gw go hoME slalu blg mreka.. N Mrka Slalu nungGu Gw Plg.. hIKZHikz.. (gw NangIS bnerAN).. Cz KLO gw Plg pastina Qta ngumpul smw.. kta icA C.. SmNJk Gw Dsemarang jrg bgt ngumpul kya gene.. Pada sibuk Ma kegIATan Msg2.. pdhl rumahnya saling brSEBLAHan..

Sbnerna Ada lge C yg Gw TmNAN DR KECil.. gw Slalu curhat ma dy.. MbA sitI.. kdg2 gw MangGL MBa itING.. cz dlu rmbtnya KRITing.. Da angGp Sodara d ky mrKa (icA, ULIL, Dinie).. cz my mOm Dqt jg c ma ykpnya..Ykp pSTI curhatna ma ykpnya mbA ITing..

kLO GW da mslh ni ma ykp.. brntem gTu Gw Langsung NGADU K mbA iting (smbl nangIs2.. halah lebAy bgt Gw.. huehehe) truz Ykp Gw Lgsung DEH tayA2 k dy.. gw Crita APA AJ N curhatin pa aj.. So mb iting Jd perantara Gw Ma Ykp kLO LGE BRNTEM..(jg prntara gw n mNTan Gw Aziz) hahahahaha..

Soo.. Mrka Yg Paling Banyak Tau TTG gw.. Dr kcil gmN N BaCKGround Gw GmN.. Gw Slalu crita ma Mrka.. always..
Mulai dr tmN2 GW DSKUL,paCaR (dr mantn gw Smpe Pcr gw TerbAru.. huiHiHi), mslh dhum n laen2na dEH..

Hduhduhdu.. Kangen bgt sama mereka.. jadi pengen pulang..
Mizz always..
skr gw Da Mslh Ni (mslh ma PcAR) gw Pgn Crita Ma Mrka smbil nangIS2 n bete ma PcAR ga ngrti Gw..(deuh jd drama queen.. Hahaha)

MuUp y TemanQUW gw Jrang plg n ngsh kaBaR.. hIKZhIKZ.. tp Gw Slalu inget kalian kuq.. MOmENT Terindah bgt bwt Gw KLO NGUMPul..
LupHU N mizZU always
my little besTFREN..

Nb: story My little bestfren N Gw MsuKIN foto MrKA DBLOG =)